too late for nothing

SWEET 16TH SURPRISE

2009-07-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

heya! OOHHHMMMGGG!!!!!! i got the best surprise today. after school, dawn, yenton and i headed over to compass to supposedly eat at macs while waiting for allysa but since it was full, we detoured to COLD STORAGE. after about 15 mins. we headed back and there was space so i decided to sit down but YT and DL kept on asking me to get up and they led me to PIZZA HUT! guess what happened? i saw TERENCE, ALLYSA AND DEN TAN THERE! OOOOHHHHMMMMGGGG! you guys scared me but i was happy. thanks a bunch man! I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after eating, was surprised with a super huge birthday cake. COLOUR: pink and white ; WORDS: happy sweet 16th HIPPO! i was super full after that luh.
went up to popular after that to get some sketching pens for dawn and when dawn and allysa left, YT and I went to study and right after that, met my mama, sis and bro for some ice-cream desert at swensens. loved it!

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
ALLYSA! DAWN! YENTON! TERENCE! DENISE TAN! MAMA! DARYL! NADYN! SUSANNA! CHURCH AND SCHOOL FRIENDS!

I LOVE YOU GUYS TILL DEATH!!!! THANKS FOR MAKING THIS THE BEST YEAR POSSIBLE!

Heartless .

2009-06-08T03:34:00.001-07:00

Hey Nicole :)
Sharifah here , Haha.
I finally found time t change your blogskin for you .
Be Happy , and do update !
If not , I shall do it for you ehy ?

Takecareee :D
(L) !

A SAD/HAPPY/MEMORABLE DAY EVER

2009-04-17T06:21:00.000-07:00

heyas out there!

well. today was an aching training day but i manage to endure it all:D

well. today was the last official training for the seniors. not really a bittersweet farewell but it was good.

i managed to get into the relays but i'm not sure if i'll be swiming or just for the heats

well. i miss my daddy alot. it been nearly 5 months since he's left for norway.):

well here comes the thank you part:

TO MS WONG, COACH AND THE TEACHERS-IN-CHARGE:

thank you for all your encouragement the past 4 years. coach, thanks for giving the critisms, i'll take them into consideration in the future as well. Ms Wong, thank you for pushing me and believing that i can do well if i tried and thank you for giving me the support with the talk you gave me. I will never forget the things you've done for me.

TO ALL THE FELLOW SENIORS:

Thank you for enduring all my nonsense since the first time i entered the swim team. If i have treated you badly or said things unknowingly that hurt you, pleas forgive me. All of you have helped me in some way or another in achieving my goals by encouoraging me, asking me not to give up and most of all, TO THINK POSITIVE. I have learnt a fair deal of lessons from all of you. hope we'll bump into each other in the future.

TO ALL MY DARLING JUNIORS:

Thank you juniors for making my four years in the swim team a memorable one. Some i have made close bonds with and some i'll continue trying. You do your best when it comes to training and you'll definitely be rewarded nicely. It happened to me and it can happen to you. I hope you guys will continue being even more bonded now that us seniors are leaving but we will still be back for more de-stressing training sessions when needed. well i know i will. I will definitely miss you adorable angels but may you have a wonderful time with the trainings to come.

TO THE WHOLE SWIM TEAM:

Thank you for all the memories you have provided for me. all you have made my days in the team really fun. everytime i was sad, you guys would cheer me up just by seeing you all. haha. crazy right. i know. but that's the way i feel. You guys are my jokers. Especially this year ever since i had a dramatic change in my life and let's say it wasn't that good. i had a hard time accepting that part of my life but i could because those who could tell i was suffering always gave me a shoulder to cry on and for those who couldn't tell, it's alright. you guys were still there to support me till the end. I will NEVER EVER FORGET all the wonderful things you have done for me and i pray that you guys will have a wonderful future ahead whether with swimming or with school.

WITH MY HEARTFELT GRATTITUDE,

THANKS FOR MAKING A MARK IN MY MEMORY

KEEP THE FAITH ALIVE ALWAYS!!

To yenton:

thank you for being such a wonderful friend. i never thought we would be this close but i appreciate all you've done for me. you made me realise that there was no use giving up when i wanted to. i'm really grateful to have a swim mate and good friend like you. may our friendship last a lifetime.

To gabby:

hey darling! don't be sad k. it's alright. we seniors will come. i know i will. i cant bear to leave the team. even if i graduate, ill keep coming back. i'll miss you so much and the juniors as well. help me give them encouragement all the time alright.

To dawn:

though i'll be seeing you in class all the time. i just want to thank you for being a wonderful peer to me. all the times i've wanted to give up, you got me back on track. you're a wonderful example to follow and i hope that i'll still be able to carry on learning new things from you.

THOUGH I'M TEARING UP WHILE WRITING THIS WITH ALL THE MEMORIES, YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE ETCHED INTO MY MIND!

2009-03-22T06:10:00.000-07:00

hey. below are the pictures that were taking during s.a.l.t prac on wednesday.

sorry for the delay!

2009-03-20T07:05:00.000-07:00

oh gosh! swim camp was tiring and my muscles were aching but it was a good one.

most of us put in our hearts and souls and i really think that we'll be able to do well in the coming nationals!

the photos throughout swim camp has been posted

and captions are below each picture. have fun looking.

will update moore later!

me and miss ong!

sengkang open pool.

dawn's slippers

those who weren't swimming!

gab smiling and eating!

everyone eating!

fidelis letting everyone smell her armpit and 3 musketeers eating!

dawn eating

the sisters!

gab!

yenton and emily

2/3 musketeers. ethel and pris tay.

yenton and liz. the spaz and the serious

nicole, yenton and liz!

nicole(super unglam!) yenton, eunice, liz and lijie

nicole, yenton, eunice, liz and lijie. sorry eunice for your face being cut off.

front: yenton, eunice; back: liz and lijie

3 MUSKETEERS! gab, pris tay and ethel

liu yi wei assaulting flora. nope. just kidding!

3 no 4 musketeers: gab, pris tay, ethel and nat low

BONDING NIGHT!

Gab showing her sparkly braces!

random pic of everyone!

(clockwise) charmaine, liz, eunice, yenton, ethel and spiderman, fidelis, nicole

(left to right) yenton, eunice, ethel(face being blocked), fidelis, nicole, charmaine, liz

(left to right) yenton, ethel, fidelis, eunice, peiyu, charmaine, liz

(left to right) yenton, ethel, peiyu, fidelis, charmaine, liz

2009-02-26T07:09:00.000-08:00

CRAPPY DAY!

give me some time to straighten my life out.

give me some time to make things right.

hold me close and give me comfort,

clear my life and make it bright.

because you're my everything,

and i've always needed you

you're the only thing that could ever come true.

you're my hero; you're my life

and i can't ever let you go.

COULD THINGS GET ANY WORSE?

I NEED REASSURANCE

2009-02-18T07:12:00.000-08:00

oh gosh, im super tired.

currently studying for a-maths ct tomorrow.

what i did today?

after school, came straight back home and went to get lunch on the way back

missed chinese remedial due to that.

i think dawn and allysa angry uh. SORRY GUYS!

well, once i got home, i chiong study all the way

still some things quite blur but i can deal with it

headed for tuition at around 6.30 and bully mr tan

*mrtan! you're such a funny teacher*

came home and ate dinner

CHICKEN RICE!

once finished, started on revision and art and im still here!

hope i can pass tomorrow's test

so i wouldn't be looked down upon!

who are you now?

i feel so different being with you guys.

ever since things changed,

i've been feeling lost and left out

could it be what i did?

i wouldn't know if you dont tell me

sorry if i've hurt you.

to all my good friends out there:

no matter what happens in the days to come.

know that I LOVE YOU.

PLEASE DON'T GO ASTRAY. I BEG YOU.

YOUR FACE IN IN MY HEART TILL FOREVER.

THAT I PROMISE YOU.

if we hold on together,

i know our dreams will never die

dreams see us through to forever

where clouds roll by

for you and I

2009-02-01T08:16:00.000-08:00

BLOG FOR 1ST FEB 2009!

hellos! okay okay. it seems on my tagboard, my cousin says i didnt include him so my apologies to him. i'll add you in specially today.

so down to the things i did today:

i went to church and helped my ex-teacher teach her new batch of ppl in p6[including my annoyance of a sister]. it was okay. ive got a slightly enthu bunch this year. hope they pay attention to what i teach as well.

after class, dragged my bro for S.A.L.T. session. told us about upcoming events for this year. gosh. i so wana participate!!

lunch-ed after that with glenn and su and met mother to go down to courts. ended up going to giant and ikea too. oh. i also went to get some of the things i need for valentine's day! COUNTDOWN!!!!!!

so i'm home now and im super exhausted. just finished ironing the clothes. and was just talking to darling cousin online. hehe.

so i'm going off to bed now and i hope i wont be a grouch tomorrow!

BLOG DEAD AND RELIVED

2009-01-21T04:57:00.000-08:00

hello one and all.

im finally back to blogging after eons ago.

my dah-ling little blog died but it has revived and will continue to live on.

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so the day was tiring, but as usual, dawn and allysa made my day all better

laughs laughs and plenty more laughs.

well, after school, i headed for training. and this was our training menu:

WARM-UP:

500m butterfly(but i got into a slight trouble making it 700m for me)

SETS:

#1: 10 sets some thread-water with free sty;e kicking of 10 secs

#2: 5 sets of underwater jumps(10x) and 5 sets underwater jumps with dolphin kick(10x)

#3: 400m freestyle kicking in below 11 mins

#4: 150m relay.

#5: time trial i think(i left just before it)

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TUITION TIME

went for tuition just in time and it was super hilarious.

we all made fun of mr tan saying he was old(nearly 39), and asking for ang pao.

*laughs*

but seriously. his class, though it's all girls, it's a fun place to be

talk about manga and nice anime to watch.

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HOME TIME

so now i'm home and i'm currently working on my commonwealth essay and e/a math homework.

oh. not forgetting art. i so have to burn my nights away.

wells. the end of another chapter in my life is here but before i go...

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TO THE PEOPLE I LOVE ALOT, I'LL ALWAYS CHERISH YOU GUYS AND NEVER LET ANYTHING STAND IN THE WAY OF OUR FRIENDSHIP

DAWN LOO JIA YING
ALLYSA LIM PEI SZE
MARK STEVEN LUKE D'SILVA
JANA ANDREA ALEXANDRIA PEREIRA
ANATASHA AINI D'SILVA
EMMA D'SILVA
SONIA D'SILVA
CLAUDIA D'SILVA
SJC SWIM TEAM
CHURCH PEOPLE WHOM HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME
SUSANNA ARTHUR DANIEL
PEOPLE IN 4E!
MS ONG SUAT KING

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2008-11-16T00:46:00.000-08:00

heys!
just came back from my big day- CONFIRMATION!
everyone looked uber spectacular! even my class.
but i had a killer mood. not in a good way but worst. i won't elaborate cos it won't be nice. but lets just say im heart-broken.
can't there be anymore peace in the world? it's so confusing.
we live in a world where no one can be trusted any longer. the world is changing; everyone is changing!
aarrgh! i hate the kind of world we live in now!
well. i don't want to vent anymore anger so ill stop now*fullstop*

"..call me foolish, call me stupid but i'll still love you anyway.."

2008-10-31T09:33:00.000-07:00

hey. i know i haven't been blogging in ages but it's because i've been super busy. well the past few days have been hectic-had remedials after remedials after remedials and i still have somemore coming up.

so let's cut to the chase. we had a party, well 2 actually for EMMAN and CHELS! birthday for emman and farewell for chels. it was a sad occasion but we made it abit lively with a cake-fight. yippee! well, i'll spare everyone the deets on what happened because it's for me to know and for you to find out.

well had to spend like about 1 hr bathing to get the cake out of my hair and it's finally out. so that means i have to go now but before i do, the lyrics below are for CHELSEA to forever remember that no matter where you are, we'll always love you!

"as we go on, we remember

all the times we've had together.

and as our lives change

come whatever,

we will still be

Friends Forever."

2008-10-13T12:55:00.000-07:00

zzzzz... can't sleep so i'm deciding to blog since my mom is outside doing some office work. well. the day was kinda stressful and fun. the usual group came over and entertained me like always. honestly. they're like the first batch of friends that are allowed to come to my place and stay for quite long( i mean till like what 10 plus 11) - it's of utmost amazement.
thanks to these people:
.:SUSANNA:.
.:CHELSEA:.
.:MARTINA:.
.:ANDY:.
.:EMMANUEL:.
.:MY DARLING BROTHER-DARYL:.

so after that, we decided for some of us to stay over and the only peepos who could stay were su and andy and they're currently like logs sleeping beside me. seriously, we're sharing a bed(not doing anything funny) and it is really super cramped. can't stand it. but i'll endure.

well. i have to get some rest now before we have to call emman for him to come over and also get some rest because i'm going out later.
NIGHTERS!

2008-10-08T05:50:00.000-07:00

ever wondered why when you believe too deeply in fairytales, they will backfire against you?
i experienced it and i can tell you it's not a pretty sight or thing to feel.
it honestly sucks.
well most of those who read my entries would have recently found out that i'm fighting with my bestie and it's all because of a fairytale i believed in too much.
we had th best times together but it fell apart all cos i started liking him and fantasizing about us-too much! so now we're like this. NOTHING!

okay. dropping that. i had fun the past two days and i really have to thank these few people:
.:SUSANNA:.
.:EMMANUEL:.
.:GLENN:.
.:MARTINA:.
.:CHELSEA:.
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT FOR MAKING ME HAPPY THE PAST 2 DAYS. I NEEDED THE CHEERING UP!!

so what did we do today?? hmmm.. we sort of studied from 3 till i think about 6 then we watched two movies called the waitress and it's a boy girl thing. it was super hilarious i tell you. laughters all the way.
my parents came home and we had dinner so after dinner, we cleared up and su,glenn and emmanuel ahd to ciao so i sent them to the bus stop(took super long). they are finally back home.(i think) and i'm here struggling to complete my art work.
well. i have to go off now so stay on reading for more things on my life.
till next time-----LOVES!

2008-10-06T23:08:00.000-07:00

hellohellohellohelloandhello!
now at home because today have no paper so i have free day and i'm like so suppose to chiong on 4 pages but no advancement.boohoo:(
so i managed to convincely my parents to allow me to have friends over. surprisingly they allowed. so now i have chelsea,martina,glenn,su and emman(ANDERSON[self-proclaimed]). Andy and his oh-so-gonna come with his girlfriend. i'm super dreading it. i don't want her to come luh. it's going to be a disaster.
oh. chelsea and emman are beside me and martina opposite me and su just came out with a blur-ish look on her face. and they say they rock! (self-proclaimed again!!!) well i'll come back again later to do some updates so till then..
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LATER!!!

2008-10-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

okay okay. i know i haven't been updating for a really really really long time but it's because i have been busy. EOYs have started and i haven't really had much thought on wanting to pass. i don't mean i want to fail. it's just that i have been having so much things on my mind lately that it's not making move on.

#1: i had a super huge misunderstanding with my best friend ever. i mean, so what if i have been liking you for 4 yrs running. does that give you the right to push me away and treat me like i'm invisible now?
---- i thought through it and i feel like ending it but it really pains me alot to do so. i know i'm the advisor with all my friends but i just can't seem to follow my own advice. it's too difficult for me because i'm usually different than alot of others

#2: my godbro is well sick. i want him to be better, much better but i guess that would take a miracle. i have been praying alot for him and i really want him to be better. he needs to because there is alot he hasn't seen around the world.
---- i really can't believe this is happening. i mean, my whole life is really crumbling infront of me. i losing people i love alot. i hate it

i'm having constant arguments with people at home; i'm quarrelling with my best friend whom i have been loving for 4 yrs running and he can't seem to understand it; i'm losing alot of people i love and it is killing me and affecting me real badly-not in studies but emotionally and sometimes spiritually. i do not know my place in this world anymore. sometimes i think my world has just blacked-out or has gone into oblivion. i have disappeared in many people's lives because they think they have found someone better to replace me. i hate it, i hate it and i really really hate it. i do not see a point in continuing living life so joyously and happily- its just makes me feel even more worse inside. i'm counting the days till i can actually break free from all this craziness and live life by my rules. i'll be waiting for that day to come.

well , i have to end here for now but keep reading to find out more about my troubles or my joys. loving always:)

2008-09-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

ellos!
had a real irritating day today. well not really but it sort of was.
so well, it started out like every normal day and everything was the same throughout till after recess.
it was social studies after recess and that was when all the troubles started
so i didn't hand in my file. but i tried to look for my teacher and i couldn't find him
since i was in a rush, i had to leave.
well because of that, i have to do one of the more important assignments by tomorrow so it looks like i'll be up late again. haiz.
well, the next problem happened in chinese.
it was nearly the end of school and i D told A that i wasn't going for class. at least i expected A to cover for me, but she totally told on me-what kind of friend is she. i already had to postpone my tuition to friday when i had already postponed it to wednesday. SHITFACE!
don't even bother talking to me anymore, i don't want to waste my saliva and breath on someone so ungrateful when i have always helped her.
she doesn't deserve such kindness.
well once i got back, tried to explain to my dad that i do not want his navigator phone because what i need is a music edition where the memory space is good enough for a lot of songs and not for "office work" but like usual, he doesn't understand.
well got to end now so till tomorrow
byes!

2008-09-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

hi-es!
jus came back from a really tiring day.
i have to make this entry really short and sweet so here are the deets(hope i can cover all of them)
well went to school today as normal and like usual i had nothing but a crappy day trying not to fight with friends.
so after school, i headed down to paikia's place to study but ended up watching her play basketball.
heard that xialankia was really sick so we called him and spoke to him for a while. he was so stubborn. don't want listen to me.
guailankia was suppose to be sick so paikia thought he would be at home sleeping cause when we called his phone, there was no answer but it ended up that he went to school and was playing soccer.
so quickly went home and since no one was at home(besides my sister), i decided to teach her how to play piano. did not really work out but i was saved by my parents cause we had to go down and have dinner.
so done with dinner and i'm back home waiting to start my midnight mugging with my dosage of pure chocolatey goodness. laughs.
well i have to end now so nights and till tomorrow

SIAOKIA LOVES
PAIKIA,
XIALANKIA,
GUAILANKIA!
TAKE CARE!

2008-09-15T05:37:00.000-07:00

yoohoo!
i'm finally done eating but so not done for the day- i still have to alot of amaths homework. and i still have my daily housechores.
super-happiness: marcelle-jie has spoken to me after like months! haha.. i'm greatful.
well after school today, i pon-ed bio remedial and went to century square/tampines mall with paikia.
met paikia,sofia and fiona at hougang plaza(been a long time since i saw sofia). headed down to tamp mall to have lunch at macs. started talking about my primary school days and about a certain someone who shall not be named.
next headed down to century square to collect paikia's phone. man was the queue long!
after that, headed home but we spoke about john louie on the way. everyone was surprised i knew him and we were talking about how good*hint* he has become *laughs
sent sofia home and knocked and xialankia's door and started cam-whoring-took many stupid shots but worthit.
when xialankia's mom and sis came home, paikia and i left.
she accompanied me to the bus-stop but had to go home asap called her mom called.
so that's practically my whole day

oh...

i forgot. our very nice conversation at tamp mall:

me:mudpie! mudpie!
paikia:what! buttpie!
me:no luh! mudpie!*laughs'
sofia: moodpie!moodpie!
*everyone starts to laugh like crazy*

so thats practically my whole day. well mom nagging now so i have to stop. boohoo..
i'll come back tomorrow!

MY BELOVED ~KIA'S ARE BEING LOVED BY THE WONDERFUL SIAOKIA FOREVER!

2008-09-14T05:47:00.000-07:00

harlow! i'm finally back from a really dreadful and boring day.
morning activities were just going to church for mass and went to help facilitate a class.
after that went to have brunch like usual and came hom straight while my parents went to my uncle's palce to collect the new keyboards. i'm super happy.
well once they came home, we went straight to Giant and ive been there since like what 5.
though its a nice place to be in but only with the right company and todays company wasn't fun.
so now i'm back and really hoping to catch some shut-eye. oh i bought 3 books from Giant. out of like 10 books i wanted to buy.
well. i don't really have much to write about today cause it has been a boring day so i'll end here shoet and sweet.
looking forward to goin out wid clique tomorrow. hopefully the guys can go.
well byes for now!

PAIKIA, XIALANKIA, GUAILANKIA IS LOVED BY SIAOKIA! <3

2008-09-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

okay. i haven't been blogging de whole day but i'm finally doing it.
today was a really hectic day-had so much to do in not so much time.
went to work early in the morning today and after doin shift, went to hougang mall to buy some luch because my sister "forgot to buy".
well after getting my macs meal, headed over to harmony park to meet paikia. was suppose to be studying but like always it doesnt work.
after studying for a while with nicholas, we took his phone to delete a vid and wild goose chase started. nearly got whacked by nicholas.
after the whole "studying", i headed to church and was abit late.
had to sit in the hall first-away from darling-but when we went back to the classrooms, darling was beside me. teacher kept on saying we were noisy but that's me. i guess she just doesn't understand.
well after that.. me and darling had to rush to sfx for denise,kim and steph's confi mass.
was super crowded and after it finished, i bumped into my cousin claudia. i haven't seen here in ages. haha
well after all that was over, me and darling headed back home. nealy slept in the bus but managed not to. well darling alighted first and i alighted much later.
so now i'm home and i've finished eating dinner though its super late.
and i'm like currently eating durian ice-cream(i hate durian but de ice-cream is kind of the only nicest form of durian i'll ever eat).
well i'm super shagged now so i'll end of here.

LOVE YOU PAIKIA, XIALANKIA AND GUAILANKIA!!!<3

2008-09-10T06:44:00.000-07:00

i'm finally home and OMG! i past curfew. hopefully i won't get an earful from my parents. hate it
REWIND!
well school was boring today. mostly slacking and trying to complete homework which i'm still not done yet.
after school went for training. we had to do 2.8km swim planned by ourselves. managed to complete it thankfully.
followed dawn to have dinner at compass and ended coming home late.
back to normal time.
i'm now at home and trying to get my house chores done reluctantly, and hopefully get some maths done before i sleep and wake up at 3 again to finish all of them-how sad of me- but that's just life.
live it even though we don't exactly love it.
so i guess i'll stop now. hopefully can come back later(need to sneak).

GUAIKIA loves SUPERHUMANS!!